All my life I've been taught that my Senior year would be laid back and simple with hardly any classes. Thus, giving you the freedom to whatever you want because you don't have any work to do. What a load of bull.
This year has been one of the most stressful years of school, by far.
First it was worrying about college untill I soon realized I can't afford to go anywhere else except Nassau Community College. In fact, I can't even afford a car to get myself to Nassau, so I'm going to be forced to take the bus.
After I got over my pathetic future, it became apparent that the A.P. test for art was insanely difficult and soon. With only a few weeks left to get a lot of artwork done, I'm contemplating on just giving my mom the money for the check for the test, and not even take the test at all. This would probably seem stupid to most, but this year I've started to literally hate art, instead of enjoy it as a stress reliever.
And finally, english. I hate english. I hate reading and analyzing every little detail of books with some supposed hidden meaning. The transition between my easygoing class last year, and actually having to do work this year was ridiculous. There's just too much to do.
I especially flip out when teachers and parents, sometimes even other students, just sit there and nag you to get this excessive amount of work done. It makes being stressed out a million times worse. I can't even count how mnay panic attacks I've had just over school alone.
Senior year, is a lie. It's actually very difficult and filled with stress.
Don't get your hopes up.
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